Chère Diary,
I’ve met a friend!!! Oh, thank the Universe! In my language class is a 25 year old Mexican girl named Sandra. She laughs like me and we have SO MUCH in common!!!
We went out to dinner and talked for hours and hours, sharing intimate details of our lives. It’s like we’ve known each other before.
Finally, someone to share this experience with. I’ve been feeling so lonely.
My typical day is:
– wake up
– take the boys to school
– teach
– come home
– meditate, do some breathing exercises, and then some yoga
– write letters, do some chores
– go pick the boys up, do homework with them
– then play games with them
– eat dinner, do dishes
– read with Maelle and Jean – Do. in le salon
– go to bed
It’s very low key and my French is getting much more fluid, but I don’t feel like ME. I’m bored.
Being with Sandra makes me feel like I’m ALIVE again. She’s been here longer than me so she knows a few more people.
YEAH! I cannot wait to begin living life like Erin again!
In fact, I have “Felt my fear and done it anyway” and asked to use the car so Sandra and I can drive to La Rochelle, a beautiful city near the ocean, tomorrow!
Chère Diary,
Well, we were all set to go to La Rochelle when Sandra told me a friend invited her to an art exhibit in Clisson, a nearby town, and would I like to come?
She thought I’d be excited to know that another friend is coming along who is a yoga teacher.
To be honest, I was really disappointed. I’ve never been good with plans changing at the last minute. And, why was our plan so easy to toss out?
I felt a bit of anger arise within me, but now that I’ve been reading the Dalai Lama and Deepak Chopra books I am trying to go with the flow more. There must be a reason this is happening, so I changed my attitude and said, “Okay.”
Maybe I could get some good yoga tips for my butt! It seems to be growing by the day with all the cheese and patisseries I’ve been eating!
Chère Diary,
I can’t write much right now because I’m so tired, but today was magnificent!
Sandra and I went for lunch and the yoga teacher was going to come and meet us and take us to where Sandra’s other friend was waiting.
Secretly, I wondered, “Is he going to be handsome?” I craved love and attention.
While we ate dessert, Guy, the yoga teacher walked in.
He wasn’t the dark haired French guy I was envisioning…in fact his hairline was receding, but WOW, he had incredible energy. What WAS that?
Guy sat with us and was so at ease. I liked this. Oooh, I LOVE being around people who have beautiful energy. This was going to be a fun day after all!
Sandra, Guy and I got in the car and on the journey we all chatted so effortlessly about yoga, how he teaches from his home, how he is a Buddhist (WOW! I’m reading a Dalai Lama book right now!!!), how his brother is a Buddhist monk (WOW! Maybe I can learn from him!), how he loves cooking and eating and playing the pan flutes….
I was getting a buzz out of this conversation!!!
I went from being lonely and slightly depressed to feeling ALIVE and excited and so, so curious!
Talking about spirituality, yoga and Buddhism thrilled me! And yes, with so much in common, I began feeling a slight attraction to Guy.
Somehow I feel a connection to his soul and I can’t explain why.
Guy, Sandra and I finally arrived in Clisson and it was magical…in every respect.
Join me HERE when I share with you the magic that occurred in Clisson, as well as some of the pictures I took on this very day!
Love,
