I spent the rest of the day playing with the kids, eating with the family and trying to figure out how I really felt and what my soul really wanted.
Sandra said she knew all along that Guy liked me. It was obvious she said.
My big worry was that I didn’t want anything to ruin our friendship and the synergy between all three of us.
Sandra was extremely supportive as she thought Guy and I had a lot in common. So, I decided to go to Guy’s house that night.
Before I went, I sat down with my diary to try and work through what my soul wanted.
Chère Diary,
Okay, a lot has happened and I really need to sort through things.
Today Guy and I went shopping at an organic store – man he is always so damn thoughtful! He knew I had been missing my soya products and specialty flours, so he surprised me and took me there.
After, we went for a LONG walk since the weather was so gorgeous. It felt incredible to be with him. It was easy and I felt so comfortable to just be ME.
There was an ease, a peace.
All I kept thinking was, “THIS is how I always want to feel in a relationship. I want to be fully accepted. To fully be able to talk about spirituality, life, organic healthy food and…”
I’m scared. So scared. But…I also feel excited. My insides are flipping!
Could this be the LOVE that my horoscope told me about?
Could Guy Be My Soulmate?
Okay, here is the kind of man I desire:
- Honest
- Giving
- Completely devoted to me and my happiness
- Spiritual like me
- Dark, Thick hair
- Well toned body – likes to keep in shape
- Cooks
- Loves life
- Good sense of humour
- Great lover
- Someone who I feel is “IT”, no doubts
- Loves art and music like me, or even more than me
- Plays an instrument or sings
- Enjoys nature
How does Guy size up to this list?
Man! He aligns with almost every one except #5 and #11, and I’m not sure about #10 yet;)
Well, I’m going to go and hear what Guy is feeling and thinking. Should be interesting!
Chère Diary,
Okay, Guy and I drank chai tea and talked about everything we had in common. Guy also admitted that from the very first day we met, he felt I was “IT”, “The One”.
We laughed, talked and shared how we felt and then listened to music. Suddenly, Guy took my hand. The electricity was HUGE!
We both looked at our hands then looked up at each other’s eyes… and kissed.
The electricity between us was intense….different than between Matt and I.
We were both feeling SO much emotion!
God, I felt womanly!
Suddenly, Guy stopped kissing me and without even saying a word, asked if I wanted to make love.
I was 100% in. This experience was different than anything I’d ever experienced before.
I don’t know why but the emotion I felt, the intimacy between us, was on a different level. It was spiritual.
He was saying all kinds of things in French:
Pince-moi, c’est vrai ca? he said. (Pinch me, is this real?)
Tu me conduis fou! ( You drive me crazy!)
And then… Je t’aime, Erin. (Uh-Oh… you know what THAT means!)
This scared me a bit. But, why did it feel so amazing to hear a man say that to me again? And to know that he really, REALLY meant it?
I needed to go so Guy walked me to my car. He told me he felt like he was in a dream, and I have to admit, I did too.
Wow! Did I just experience this? A romance in France? With a beautiful soul?
My God..how my life has changed, opened up, and totally become what I’ve always dreamed about.
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Much, much love,
